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[15 Dec 2003|09:56pm] |
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So I have that new Blink song "I miss you" in my head. Wierd.
Who wants to have some massive fun w/ me on Thurs and/or Friday night?? Finals will be over...and our plans are to eat some good food. So far it's my roommates and I for Friday...and Sarah and I for Thursday, who is with us?
I'm feeling mega-confident about my finals. It's cool that I worked so hard during the semester that i'm not super stressed right now. That and the fact that none of my finals are cumulative. I got lucky :)
I'm happy.
And I can't wait to see you.
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| Silly me, I thought this might come natural for you |
[14 Dec 2003|09:17am] |
So ya...woke up at 8am for no apparant reason. Couldn't go back to sleep b/c instantly I started thinking about crap again...a continuation of the 2 hours of thoughtfulness I spent in my bed last night til 2am.
I had this wack dream. I was living in some random apartment...I don't know who else lived there, but I remember Juliana being in the dream a lot with some of my other friends. I got pregnant...and had like the shortest pregnancy ever. I give birth, and take care of it for a week or so, then decide I want to give it up for adoption. So one night I leave it in this little basonet or whatever those things are called...and I wake up and its not there anymore. I start freaking out and I finally find it fallen head-first behind the kitchen counter. I'm hysterical and start crying and shit. So I call B about it...well b/c it's his baby too...and he isn't there. And the wierd part is he haden't answered his phone any of the times I had called him to tell him about the baby. So I can't even look at the baby all fallen and stuff...So my dad takes it and puts it in a pot and throws it out. By far the most sick/random/strange dream I have ever had.
Besides my sub-conscious doing some funky stuff, i've been good lately. Helped my Dad cater our work's Christmas party last night...lots of people and food. Worked for like 6 straight hours on my feet. Catering is tiring. After that I just said screw it, i'm going to enjoy myself. Hooley and I saw a bunch of older people get wasted...and I actually told my boss about my lovely little long distance relationship. And how my dad doesn't know about it. She was drinking lots of wine, so lets hope she doesn't remember.
Finals week is approaching. I'll be ok. Should get 3 As and 1 B this semester. Not too shabby. In the class that I am getting a B in, no one is getting an A so far. That should be a precursor to the professor that maybe the class is a bit too tough.
I'm out...time for some study madness.
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[03 Dec 2003|04:40pm] |
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It sucks when you feel like you have nothing to look forward to.
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[30 Nov 2003|09:43pm] |
TheLastFalkor: Kelly
TheLastFalkor: shes so fine
TheLastFalkor: she gots knocks like turpentine
If you can tell me what this means I will give you a dollar.
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[30 Nov 2003|09:24pm] |
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This weekend was pretty fantastic...
Had a whole bunch going on...Of course, turkey day. Friday I woke up early to go bowling with my grandpa and his friend, Betty. They wooped my butt. I'm not half bad either. They are just good. They are all pro-style in their leagues and what not. That night was the Counterfit show...they were amazing. The best i've ever seen them. Fo real, the crowd was feeling them so much. Everything was great. I wasn't too pleased with any of the other bands, esp. Noise Ratchet. You can def. tell about their move to a major-label....the lead singer is so full of himself. Who else wears 3 layers of clothes to take off at diff. stages of the show? Hmm. Yep.
Saturday was nice. In the AM I went to the gym, around 1 I lunched with my grandma. Came home, napped, etc. That night was our little get-together. It was rad too see all the girls (and some boys) home from school. Or even the ones that are in SD, just to actually see them. I did a little drinkie drinkie, got a little buzz, then decided to not take it much further b/c it didn't really seem like anyone else was up for getting silly.
Haven't done much today. Met up with my mom in the afternoon...came home, hung out, watched some hockey.
This week should be pretty productive, working about 33 hours, plus school Mon, Tues, and Thurs. It's all worth it for the weekend, yahoo!
It's almost been a year, can you believe it?
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[28 Nov 2003|01:09pm] |
So the turkey came and went...actually...I have some with me right now, I just ate it in a sandwich. But t-giving was good, hooray for weekdays with no school and no work!
Tonite is the Counterfit/Noise Ratchet show...should be fun. Get to kick it with Andrea. Woo. Tomorrow is our party...our first little get-together at our new place. I hope its magical. Who knows what i'll do Sunday...sleep, do some HW, relax. Yay.
A little public expression of affection would do me good I think. I'm doing good now, but it still gets at me ya know. But whatever, I sound like a broken record.
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[27 Nov 2003|08:54am] |
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Note to self: stop taking things too seriousely
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| I'd be your anything.. |
[18 Nov 2003|08:24pm] |
Yay tests are over!!
And I rocked them all!!
100% on my religious studies test!!
95% on my anthropology test!!
86% on my accounting test!! (good considering there were no As)
Now its pretty kick back til' after T-giving.
Oh ya...I guess we are having a little get-together on the Saturday of turkey weekend... We were the last ones to find out haha...
I have no idea whats going on these next couple weekends other then that. I'm sure it will all work out to be fantastic.
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| Daniella |
[11 Nov 2003|11:11pm] |
YOU ARE THE BEST!!
Thanks for the rad LJ!!
I'll cook you dinner sometime at my place as a thank you. I promise it will be good :)
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| LJ makeover |
[11 Nov 2003|10:23pm] |
Dear Kelly,
I started out the new look on your journal. I'm not done yet. Not quite. I want to add something on the bg but I'm not sure if I should. I'll IM you with it later. Hope you like what's up.
♥ Daniella
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[11 Nov 2003|03:33pm] |
Hi everybody. Kelly the elf here. Whats your favorite color?
If you don't get that, you aren't as cool as me.
Anyway, i'm doing ok. Feeling a tad pessimistic right now but it's all good. Just kind of in that mindset that a lot of the things i'm involved in right now aren't going to get me anywhere. And just this realization that a certain aspect of my life sucks really bad. And like staying in it, or even getting out of it is just going to end up screwing me over. I'm sick of feeling like i'm being taken advantage of, and like, just purposely being left in the dark. I'm sick of finding out stuff that I don't want to know, and wishing I could just be in this cloud of ignorant bliss, so maybe I could be more happy. I don't know if any of this makes sense, and yes, it is ambiguous for a reason. I wish I could just stop caring about this and maybe just move on. It makes you wonder if its better to just love and lose it, then to have never loved at all.
I'm opting for the latter right about now.
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| Feeling this way won't get you anywhere |
[23 Oct 2003|07:59pm] |
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I don't feel very good emotionally right now.
I thought I was okay for a while. Really ok. Really good actually. But I don't know. I don't even know what I want.
I think I should probably make the rest of this friends only...
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[23 Oct 2003|08:58am] |
Hi...i'm at school killing some time...the only good thing about Accounting quizzes is that we get out super early. So I went to the bookstore and stocked up on scantrons like a good girl. Yay. Anthro is next.
Whats new with me? Not too much...just school, work...the usual. Starting this weekend I will be moving! Yahoo! I just hope everything with the cable and internet works out soon...I go through withdrawls. Need my instant messenger. Ahh. Not sure whats going on with the weekend besides moving...Saturday 9-5 I have this notary seminar...Ya i'm becoming a notary. It's a pretty sweet job. I can do loan signings at my work and make $75 for each set of loan docs. I'm thinking it will bring me in at least $200-300 a month, on top of my normal income. Yea, I have to learn a lot of stuff...and it costs about $200 to get all the supplies, licenses, insurance, etc etc but it will totally be worth it. I take that back about learning a lot of stuff, I've heard most of it is common sense when it comes to the Notary exam. But learning all about the loan docs can be tough, you have to be able to explain to people what it is they are signing. But like I said...to make $75 for an hour and a half of work ain't bad. I should be able to start signings in December.
So who wants to come visit my new place? Everyone is welcome but I can only fit 2 people at a time on my couch. So we'll have to take turns :)
Hey! There are good shows coming up! If you aren't going to them, you are missin' out.
Nov. 2- Further Seems Forever, Armor for Sleep, plus other (yay daniella for my birthday present!)
Nov ?- Straylight Run
Nov ?- COPELAND!! finally!! and The Early November. I wish Copeland was headlining...The Early November's new CD sucks.
I have the dates of those shows in my planner but I don't feel like busting it out right now.
Last but not least, I have an addiction to fantasy hockey. I need help.
Sincerely yours,
Kelly
P.S. I guess SoCo is coming next Tuesday too. Damn. Concert-o-rama. I think I have to miss that one tho :-/
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| Bueno |
[13 Oct 2003|06:27pm] |
So I had a really good weekend. Super good. Hung out with B, went to thrift stores, went to the North county mall, ate lots of crap, watched hockey and baseball, etc etc. But it always has to end, and i'm so good at trying to find the bad in everything to cover up how I really feel. Maybe someday these great weekends won't have to end. Maybe.
I worked all day today, now I'm at school killing time before my 7pm computer class. This week is pretty normal, just school and work. I need to squeeze in some trips to the gym in there but I don't know when. My friend Russ from NJ/VA is coming to town for some conference at USD. I'll be able to hang out with him on Thursday, but I think on Friday i'm leaving to go to T.O.
I move in less then 2 weeks!! Yayayyayayayayyayayayyay!! It's still a mystery on how I am moving my bed and desk, but hey it's cool. Our new place is so nice, everyone is invited. No, take that back. Cool people only. Only cool people can sit on our porch and drink Coronas with us.
Oh ya Friday I got to hang out with Andrea, her man, and friends. It was cool having her down from Davis. I really offended her boyfriend who already has a complex with him being the "fake Brandon" by greeting him with the statement "Hey, Brandon has that shirt." It was funny for me, sad for him.
This has been a pretty dumb entry and I guess only people who have a genuine interest in my life would read all this. I think i'm going to go eat trail mix and walk to my class now.
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[08 Oct 2003|08:11pm] |
So i'm at school...on my final chapter of Accounting to study. I'm almost done! Except my stomach is doing some wierd stuff...its not quite upset, but it's doing some funky stuff.
I have been so bitchy the past 24 hours...i'm sorry for anyone who I have taken it out on.
Brandon, if you read this, that sorry goes out especially to you. I think things have been really good lately too, its just the mix of these tests plus my period that just puts me over the edge. I guess I just needed something to bitch about. So i'm sorry :)
Alright, I just need to get this stuff done. This is the home stretch. Ya!
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[07 Oct 2003|06:58pm] |
Headache.
Cramps.
Tired.
Must
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studying!
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[05 Oct 2003|08:08pm] |
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[04 Oct 2003|12:01pm] |
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Just finished up a damn good lunch...ham, provolone cheese, and tomato sandwich w/ and apple. Hooray.
It's Saturday...this is the start of the weekend of studying for Kelly. I'm just going to read all day today, go to the gym at some point, then late tonite go accompany Sarah b/c she is home alone. I am her knight in shining armor. Yep. Tomorrow is my super fun oil change/gym/and study day. Yahoo. Then on Monday its study/check out our new apartment!!!/religious studies study session/computer class day. Yowza.
Haven't done much this morning...cleaned up my room a bit, started some laundry, etc etc. This week went well, just did a lot of school crap. I will be so happy after about 9:15am on Thursday. Then I will be officially done with tests. I can't wait. I have 3 midterms--2 on Tues. (Anthro and Religious Studies) and 1 on Thurs (Managerial Accounting, eep!).
I'm really happy with the way things have been going...just because things aren't the way the used to be doesn't mean it isn't great. Yea, I know that was ambiguous but it has to be. I guess whats important is that we are the same 2 people with the same feelings. Just because it doesn't have the same title doesn't make much of a difference.
Oh schnap...Hooley, Daniella (Vela), and I found a place!! Its off Aero Dr. off the 15 (super close to the stadium, Electronia Frys, Walmart). I finally get to see it on Monday...I can't wait. Hooley and I decided we will have a couple nights where we sit around and sip Corona and Heinekin. Word. Like ganstas. I can't wait...I allocated us a couch from my Dad's girlfriend....so the whole lawn furniture thing is probably out. I'm sorry. I just think lawn chairs are too dangerous, I can totally see myself just tipping over so many times on one of those things.
Ok time to go be productive. Bye!
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[29 Sep 2003|10:33pm] |
TheresnoEinCute: im excited that you get to see my snacks when you come down
MyVegasHearts: haha
TheresnoEinCute: i havent really shown anybody
MyVegasHearts: its not a pet
MyVegasHearts: you sound like weigel
TheresnoEinCute: i love them like they are my pets
TheresnoEinCute: pets i eat!
TheresnoEinCute: hahaha
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